Some people never stray far from their place of birth. Some people travel the world. In my life, I am somewhere in between.
Some people work for the same company for 50 to 60 years. On my desk, I had taped a newspaper clipping from probably 30 years ago. This was a short paragraph announcing the death of a waitress, a woman who had worked at the same lunch buffet for 50 years. This lady's life has stuck with me for all these years. I know no details, just that she worked and stayed at the same place for over 50 years. I am impressed by her perseverance.
I have worked for at least 20 different companies in my career. I am not content to stay in one place. I think I looked for good management and perfection in my work. I discovered that perfection is hard to find when you work for humans. We are imperfect. We all make mistakes. I would roam from job to job, never really knowing what I was looking for. Am I unstable?
From an early age, I had wanderlust. I love to travel. I have been to all four corners of this great country. Well, I have touched all four corners. Oh, the places I have gone.
I have been to New England, in Buffalo, New York. We traveled to Toronto, Canada, to see the CN Tower. I have traveled to Utica and Rochester, New York. I have been to Assateague Island National Park in Maryland, driven into Delaware, and touched the cold Atlantic Ocean. I have been to Philadelphia and toured the historical Independence Hall.
I have been to Florida (Panama City) and touched the warm waters of the Gulf. I lived in New Orleans for ten years while growing up.
I was born in California, left for twelve years, and went back before I turned twenty. In San Diego, where I lived off and on for 30+ years, we ventured across the border to Mexico. I ventured downtown in Tijuana.
I dipped my toes in the Pacific Ocean. I hiked in the forest mountains of the High Sierra. I seem to have found my purpose, my raison d'etre. I am a poet, a writer, an observer of life. I try to find purpose. I refer back to the poem I posted on this site. Grounded (https://ponderingdave.blogspot.com/2025/05/grounded.html), and it kind of explains my current mental state. I am looking for meaning. I think this blog is that pursuit.
I am looking for something to leave behind for my kids and grandkids. Something that says, "I was here. I meant something. I did something."

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